all hail the heartbreaker
i will get over it. i will get over it. i will get over it. it will be over. it will be over. it will be over. 

how many times must one write about getting over something to get over it?

I can honestly say, that i have never ever ever felt this way. 
its not like i think about this constantly, but maybe i do. and not let you get the best of me.
is there nothing else that i do well.

i will stop this because i know how it goes. i am the heartbreaker.

i need to stop this because this is beyond comprehension. and this is killing me. i will stop. 
the proposed solution, get out of familiarity. i need to stop this. this doenst affect you, it will stop affecting me.

THIS WILL BE THE LAST TIME YOU ENTER THE WORDS IN MY HEAD.

this is how it will be.
a shame really, things might have worked, but no. this is done.

goodbye. you will never know how i feel because this is the last time. 
i could swear im sleeping less and less.

goodnight. have a great life.